well i met with a plastic surgeon yesterdary re tummy tuck and breast lift. he recommended if i was intending to loose any more weight i do it before the surgery. so now i have to decide. am i prepared to fight my way down another 10 lbs (really 30 would be beter). will i be willing to live a stricter life nutritionaly and sustain more fitness regularly? really puts me on the spot to make the next step or settle in to live as it is... some how it feels like i would be settling if i didn't go for the next 10 lbs... i just don't know if realistically i can keep it off? the clean eating kitchen table crew and all those powerful woman of iron have really made me believe i could achieve more.... but can i? no... will i choose to go for it? some times it is just so nice to coast along.... hmmmm? it is such a fight for me with the fibromyalgia and the level of pain i live with to keep pushing though..... but?? lots to think about...
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